(I just realized that my blog hasn't been updated in a few weeks, so I have a lot of catching up to do. The easiest way is to start from today, and work my way back. So here goes!)
Tonight I had the opportunity to help out with our Church's GEMS group. The middle school group's regular leader went on vacation, and she asked if I could fill in for her. Most definitely I would, especially since I'll be working with the same girls I had 2 years ago.
Wow, how things change in just a few short years. My girls, who were in 5th grade the last time we met, are now in 7th grade. Talks were laced with boys and school work. I could see their maturity and confidence levels had increased through the roof. It was an awesome joy being with them, getting caught up in their world again. These girls are a lot of fun to be with!
But I have to say that my desires have changed. After seeing the girls in the younger grades running around the room, some screaming, causing a whirlwind of headaches, I realized that I feel much more comfortable with the elderly. It's quieter. Much, much quieter. And less intimidating.
When I'm with younger kids, I feel that I need to know all the answers, especially in Spiritual matters. And I definitely don't have them. They are very energetic, and sometimes my patience level is, well, not as high as it should be at times.
On the other hand, working with the elderly is somewhat easier. They have many of the answers already, because they have many years of experience. And did I mention that they are quieter?? The only intimidating part with these sweet people is coming up with all sorts of questions to keep them talking. Ask the right questions, and they'll tell you marvelous stories. I love listening to them!
After I came home and pondered about my evening, I couldn't help but ask myself this question - If I were asked to work with the GEMS group next year, would I?
I think I would probably say No. My passion is not as much with them as it's now with the elderly. Isn't that wierd how in a few short years, your desires can change?
I hear you sister! Sometimes the changes are due to us getting older (what? NO!). Sometimes it's due to life experiences that either shift your outlook on life. Sometimes it's just a matter of not discovering something yet. I love that you know what God has called you to and that while you are willing to help when needed in another area... you are putting your big focus on what God has put on your heart for now. :) Pam
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